Broken

Here lies the broken hearts

In a bloody pile

Cast aside by a lonely man

Love hasn't touched in a while

His lie at the bottom

The largest of the mess

Now he steals from others

What he can no longer possess

 

Wonder

I wonder if he knows
How just one simple thought
Can set my heart to racing
No matter what the plot

I wonder if he knows
How the smell of him
Long after he is gone
Lingers on my skin

I wonder if he knows
How lovely is the smile
A gift bestowed just for me
Glowing, like a firefly

I wonder if he knows
How my body aches
Always and only, his
To have and take

I wonder if he knows
With a look upon my face
The word I'll never say a loud
But, fall more every day

I wonder if he knows
My heart feels full to burst
Just being by his side
Everytime, as good as the first

I wonder if he knows
That I see him in my dreams
His presence ever close to me
Awake or in my sleep

I wonder if he know
The sweet agony I cry
His voice calling out to me
Followed with goodbye

I wonder if he knows
That I have no shame
He'll take a piece of me
I'll never be the same

I wonder if he knows
There's a twinkle in his eye
When I tell him to be safe
With a quiet sigh

I wonder if he knows
That he's worth every moment
Maybe, I am, just like him
Bent, but not quite broken

I Know

I know that leaves grow on a tree
That nothing is ever truly free
I know that the grass is green
And all about the birds and bees
I know there are many fish in the sea
But he's the only one for me

I know that dogs nor kids ever tire
And when repairing things to hire
I know better than to stand too close to the fire
And its much to late to conspire
I know we're all walking on a wire
But I'd change my life to suit his desire

I know pens won't write without ink
That even flowers need a drink
I know that birds fly in sync
And being solo can sometimes stink
I know he can set me aflame with a wink
When he touches me, I'm unable to think

I know that ducks swim in a lake
That, on birthdays, there is cake
I know that people are usually fake
And how sometimes you're tired as soon as you wake
I know how good he can give as well as take
And the electric magic he can make

I know that diamonds cut through glass
That money doesn't give one class
I know that times moves too fast
That what happens never stays in the past
I know that nothing is made to last
And my want for him will never pass

I know that some live for money and fame
I was never any good at the game
I know that I do feel some shame
When he casually mentions her name
I know there is no one but me to blame
But I will never be the same

I know that time can usually heal
And too much of it can also kill
I know there is no way to conceal
With the devil, I've made a deal
I know what my judgement will reveal
I'll burn in hell for what I feel

I know the Earth slowly spins
That even cheaters sometimes win
I know that everything must begin
And all things must have an end
I know that to dream of forever is a terrible sin
But I am so in love with him

Dying World

Murder in the name of peace
Blood running through the street

Acid drips from the skies
On to broken hearts and lives

No good news in the paper clearly
Just paranoia and conspiracy theory

What should be free costs the most
But doctors sale the perfect dose

We torture and abuse without shame
Are there any emotions but anger and pain

Every day the world dies
Happy ever after are lies

Madly in Love

Fate awoke me in the middle of the night

Said, “Be careful what you wish for,” and ran away

Drugs or a dream, you may think so

But curiosity and lust beckoned me below

Perhaps in search of my stolen soul

I chased fate right down the hole

Hypnotized by a trick of time, I fell

Completely unsure into heaven or hell

With mirrors and smoke, fate led me to doom

Willingly I followed as my blood filled the moon

Everything backward, nothing the same

Reckless passion, altered shades of pain

Fate, like a wizard, played cards with ease

Wrapped me round his finger, made me believe

I knew very little of the wonder he cast

A wave of his wand and he was part of my past

A magic in his touch, I couldn’t deny

The birds sang his praise from the blackened sky

A tiny bit of charm and the slight of his hand

He wove an illusion both exciting and grand

With the mischievous smile of a Cheshire cat

He pulled a spell of love out of his hat

The show was not over, his best act yet

He pulled my heart from his chest and made it a pet

No turning back. Where do I sign?

For I am his as madness is mine

Imagine

Imagine from the start
A quietly breaking heart

Imagine if you please
A woman on her knees

Imagine if you will
The world spinning as she stills

Imagine. Can you?
A soul ripped in two

Imagine and weep
For a lonliness bone deep

Imagine if you dare
The pain she must bare

Imagine, for your sake
A cold, cruel ache

Imagine this hell
How long she fell

Imagine the virus, she holds inside
The poison she's desperate to hide

Imagine the crosses she carries alone
Suffering behind her mask of stone

Imagine if you can
A haunted lifespan

Imagine the possible
Surviving the horrible

Imagine and ponder
Alone as she wanders

Imagine her pride
The strength in her stride

Imagine, in this space
A simple, silent grace

Imagine, if you've the time
Her dignified climb

Imagine and adore
Her spirit gradually soar

Imagine if you're able
A warrior angel

Every Day

I fall in love every day
With watching children at play
Seeing, in summer, flowers bloom
Knowing, in winter, they'll be back soon
Finding the little dipper on a clear night
Or the stars disappearing into a perfect sunrise
The hypnotic way a candle can burn
And finding other interesting things to learn
The opening of a brand new book
Following the trail a butterfly took
Soaking in a long, hot bath
Hiking down a moonlit path
The sound of music filling the soul
The bliss of feeling out of control
The look of red on my lips
And both his hands on my hips
Laughing loud til my tummy hurts
And the way he grins lopsidedly to flirt
Making out in the back of a car
And how he makes me feel like a star
The way a tree bends in the breeze
And pretending that time can freeze
Feeling him swim under my skin
When he stalks my way again
Being his willing and able prey
I fall in love every day

To whom it may concern
I'm no one you would notice
Usually in the shadows
Prone to psychosis

I do a little writing
I bet you'd never guess
It's nothing you would want to read
Definitely not the best

I'm sure that you don't care
But I draw sometimes too
Can't hurt anyone with a pencil
Just a temporary tattoo

Whenever there's a choice
I'm always chosen last
The girl that no one thinks of
No matter what the task

I'm not the girl that boys like
Or songs are written about
I have feelings and bleed when cut
Even though I'll never shout

I keep to myself, that's why
You've never heard my voice
Abusing ink and paper
That, too, is a choice

It's safer in the shadows
No one hits or screams
Monsters behind humans
Like wolves hide in the clothing of sheep

No, I never gave my name
Feel free to call me mediocre
Kind of plain and a bit naive
Constantly growing older

I don't need or want
A single thing from you
But broken girls in the shadows
Are very lonely too

Though you think me invisible
Not nearly good enough
This girl is a survivor
Exhausted from trying but can't give up

You must feel I've seen
My fair share of sorrow
I don't use it as a crutch
Bought my own pride, instead of borrow

So thank you for not asking
I know you won't remember me
Just the girl smart enough to spot the problem
But fixing is too hard to see

My hands shake as I write this
My heart heavy with hurt
Just thought I'd mention it
To whom it may concern