Thursday, September 3, 2015

Right of Passage (Part 3)

Two souls unite on the threshold of forever
Not quite eye to eye, yet bound and tethered
Fate cloaks the destined as irony rolls his eyes
Doubt and insecurity are purgatory’s greatest delights
Heaven and hell are only smoke and paints
We are all bloody sinners and saints
The man looks at the woman and sees an evil plan
She feels eternal glory at the touch of his hand
He faltered in his destiny for the prize
He couldn’t give himself with a monster inside
Yet she is no creature, only human flesh and blood
His blessing, his curse, his Earth shattering love
“I dreamed you were the sun, emblazoned on the shore
Running from the flame, I nearly drowned from the chore
My body became frozen, my mind growing dark
Without the eternal light of my goddess’ heart”
Luminous waves of utter devotion wash over our heroine
Who never saw anything on the horizon but him
“I stood waiting with time by my side
Ravenous with need while you made up your mind
Forgiveness, I give as an act of goodwill
Proactive allegiance to the trust I feel”
Lives seem to randomly shift and ever change
Tis all a puzzle that Fate has arranged
Time can freeze with a kiss and a sigh
Heaven on Earth exists under a bluer sky
Irony laughs with his friend at their dark secret
Love alters the mind the same as insanity; splitting one to pieces
Wanderlust haunts a man as a woman craves stability
Fate and irony play games that teach humility
Doors, like people, are either open or shut
There is neutral ground found deep in the gut
“I can’t ever be without you.” “Neither can I.”
“This is our purgatory.” “A brand new life.”
The world moves around them in caps and gowns
Ready to build lives in forgotten little towns
But once upon a time, love was born
In the doorway of a simple college dorm


            

    Right of Passage (Part 2)

    Souls christen the waiting ivory clouds
    One stands apart; patient and proud

    Poised on the edge of heaven's lawn
    Alone in the glow of a brand new dawn

    Confusion and doubt swim through her veins
    Motionless and waiting; an open chain

    "He was lost so long, deep in his mind,
    He sees destiny and still can't decide"

    Some wars cannot be won, simply must be fought
    A battle waged on the inside that soon won't be forgot

    Counting sins is such sweet affliction
    Worshipping the spread of insatiable addiction
     
    A passion so bottomless humbles within
    To covet so profoundly is surely a sin
     
    For one brief moment, an angels embrace
    Washed in the blood, survived by grace
     
    Two hearts synchronized in perfect symphony
    Saved and reborn by a divine entity
     
    She cries out in agony as Fate covers his ears
    "Why did he wait? What does he fear?"
     
    The universe moves swiftly of its own free will
    No matter how high the pedestal feels
     
    Karma doesn't deal in accidental misfortune
    Nor interfere with the minds distortion
     
    Haunted lies of what can and cannot be
    Brings about such painful uncertainty
     
    "Although I found courage to push on through,
    The world was on fire and no one could save me but you"
     
    The smallest taste of bittersweet victory
    That time bottles tight and allows us to keep
     
    A dove mirrored in the ocean blue sight
    Proud by depth for the shadow in flight
     
    With a holy miracle and a fall that felt rushed
    A triage of essence suddenly hushed
     
    Heaven and Hell move to harmonious roar
    "Mine," she whispered as she opened the door

    Right of Passage (Part 1)

    It began with an equation that didn't quite equate
    He thought to himself outside hell's gate

    Time in a bottle or so it seems
    Like Roman or Grrek philosophies

    "I was taken by force of fate," he contends
    "No one ever told me that love was a sin"

    Smiling into the sun can make one blind
    Indulgence in the dark breeds peace of mind

    He laughs at irony, who couldn't care less
    Twas the body of hell that caused this mess

    Delicious curves he didn't forsee
    A soul manipulated under seige

    Yet he couldn't forget how sweet the fall
    When the only thing to hold was nothing at all

    Love has no rhythm that makes any sense
    Nor own a soul they haven't convinced

    His undoing had come upon first sight
    Where logic and madness conviently collide

    He sensed the warmth by the foery flame
    Stepped even closer, much to his shame

    Lonely and heartbroken, unable to fly
    The fire consumed him, brought him to life

    Burn, though he did, he couldn't disclaim
    The blinding pleasure took away the pain

    Sacrificed himself and all that he knew
    For a whisper, or glance of a future view

    He saw for a moment the circumstance unfold
    Fate lifted the veil and all was foretold

    The Earth stood still as the sun and moon restart
    Never again together, never again apart

    Parallel spirits are no less intimate
    Madly wild, and somehow innocent

    Vision ended; his mind clear
    Through hell's gate he walked without fear

    Aware of his worth and all that was more
    He smiled at the devil when she opened the door

    Wednesday, September 2, 2015

    Undone

    Sorrow is my shadow
    Misery, my best friend
    We live in the town of Fear,
    Together we pretend
     
    My body doesn't hurt
    My heart doesn't ache
    My life hasn't been
    One giant mistake
     
    Perhaps I am crazy
    Covered in my bruise
    Does one ever get over
    Loneliness and abuse?
     
    I do have my followers
    They never leave my side
    They urge on the pain
    And love to watch me cry
     
    Wounded and weak
    In a land of unfair
    We keep to ourselves
    No need to share

    Webs of heartbreak
    That stretch for miles
    Trapped in the abyss,
    Tribulation and trials
     
    So very far down
    Away from the sun
    Alone with my partners
    I come undone

    Wednesday, August 19, 2015

    Broken

    Here lies the broken hearts
    In a bloody pile
    Cast aside by a lonely man
    Love hasn't touched in a while

    His lie at the bottom
    The largest of the mess
    Now he steals from others
    What he can no longer possess
     

    Tuesday, August 18, 2015

    Wonder

    I wonder if he knows
    How just one simple thought
    Can set my heart to racing
    No matter what the plot

    I wonder if he knows
    How the smell of him
    Long after he is gone
    Lingers on my skin

    I wonder if he knows
    How lovely is the smile
    A gift bestowed just for me
    Glowing, like a firefly

    I wonder if he knows
    How my body aches
    Always and only, his
    To have and take

    I wonder if he knows
    With a look upon my face
    The word I'll never say a loud
    But, fall more every day

    I wonder if he knows
    My heart feels full to burst
    Just being by his side
    Everytime, as good as the first

    I wonder if he knows
    That I see him in my dreams
    His presence ever close to me
    Awake or in my sleep

    I wonder if he know
    The sweet agony I cry
    His voice calling out to me
    Followed with goodbye

    I wonder if he knows
    That I have no shame
    He'll take a piece of me
    I'll never be the same

    I wonder if he knows
    There's a twinkle in his eye
    When I tell him to be safe
    With a quiet sigh

    I wonder if he knows
    That he's worth every moment
    Maybe, I am, just like him
    Bent, but not quite broken

    I Know

    I know that leaves grow on a tree
    That nothing is ever truly free
    I know that the grass is green
    And all about the birds and bees
    I know there are many fish in the sea
    But he's the only one for me

    I know that dogs nor kids ever tire
    And when repairing things to hire
    I know better than to stand too close to the fire
    And its much to late to conspire
    I know we're all walking on a wire
    But I'd change my life to suit his desire

    I know pens won't write without ink
    That even flowers need a drink
    I know that birds fly in sync
    And being solo can sometimes stink
    I know he can set me aflame with a wink
    When he touches me, I'm unable to think

    I know that ducks swim in a lake
    That, on birthdays, there is cake
    I know that people are usually fake
    And how sometimes you're tired as soon as you wake
    I know how good he can give as well as take
    And the electric magic he can make

    I know that diamonds cut through glass
    That money doesn't give one class
    I know that times moves too fast
    That what happens never stays in the past
    I know that nothing is made to last
    And my want for him will never pass

    I know that some live for money and fame
    I was never any good at the game
    I know that I do feel some shame
    When he casually mentions her name
    I know there is no one but me to blame
    But I will never be the same

    I know that time can usually heal
    And too much of it can also kill
    I know there is no way to conceal
    With the devil, I've made a deal
    I know what my judgement will reveal
    I'll burn in hell for what I feel

    I know the Earth slowly spins
    That even cheaters sometimes win
    I know that everything must begin
    And all things must have an end
    I know that to dream of forever is a terrible sin
    But I am so in love with him